i want enough money for a down payment on a house, fees, and all of the other stupid expenses that come with buying a house.

i want a craft room; the ability to bake, cook, and create with my children all day. carve homemade stamps, roll out dough, nurse, change a diaper or two, write a thank-you note and love letters to my friends, kiss my husband in the rooms we will dwell in for the rest of our lives.

at any given moment, of any hour, on any day, this is what i am obsessing over. i’m pining for a house…to make a home out of.

this is all i think about. this is all i want.

tmi

i discovered some past writings from
objects of your affection.

shockingly, i recognized the words
as if i had uttered or scribbled them
myself.

the only difference between me
and them
is that i never gave up on you
and i don’t intend to start.

24849) All I want is for you to smile at me like you smile at her. I want to be the reason for it. All I want is you in my life every day. I need to do this for you. Please, just let me make you happy.

Pain

thebaffled:

please…

post cute quotes and links to pretty clothes on other girls’ walls.
…’cause it makes me feel all warm and fuzzy!

ugh. you will never get it, will you?

hope you see this!